And Jose....he use to be always on me and at first I disliked it because it was too much and now we never talk, never see each other and he ignores me for Danny and fucking noodles!?! I can't stand it. I can't being alone in such a state. I just wanna be loved.
And I like susan but I can't think about that because of the people she dated would kill me for it, and I'm not open about me being bisexual so I am not into people at school knowing and she is very open about it and I don't know how that would work out for us. Because I hate when people say shit. People are just plain rude and I know what they can do. God, I can't wait to get out of this state. And my mom's mad at me because we can't get along and that's my fault. Which it isn't! And I need her to hear this paper for chemistry so I can do it right and it's due Thursday and I have conditioning tomorrow and weds. So it'll be hard to do anything and I need to make up a Spanish test, get ready for footloose and make sure I don't fail chemistry so I wont get my ass in trouble.
Also!! I think Ben and Jose have a class together and ben's going to go up to him and tell him how much of a great guy he is for having me......-_- -dies- I don't want him to do that! Why? When Jose doesn't even like me? Well...or so I feel....maybe that's the truth? I don't know anymore and I hate it. Maybe I should just go and jump off a cliff...pathetic ain't it? And I can't even hang out with the person I love the most. I need a new life, and a new family or crap. I just need a place to hide in......................................
Fang Zandith HN: ::bows:: Yes mistress!
Demonic Kyo07: lol. that's either really scary or extremely cute
Fang Zandith HN: XD
Fang Zandith HN: Both?
Demonic Kyo07: sure, why the hell not!
Fang Zandith HN: lol
damn you danny when I am suppose to be pissed off at you! You always make me laugh.
And My chemical romance is making me feel ok, lol I love that music video
"you've got something in your eye."